I hate losing at chess or Go, so I use caffeine to help me. Studies show it increases my chances of winning by 5%. But you can’t win all the time. Even though it's just a normal part of the game, it’s hard to accept. So, I decided to stop playing chess or Go. I don’t have the patience anymore. Instead, I watch and admire the top players. Thanks to artificial intelligence, I can analyze their games. It shows the best moves and explains the current move’s significance. It’s disheartening, but emotions fade, and you eventually accept reality. Now it’s time to calm down and manage your feelings. You’re not in a good mood, but you’re worn out from all the emotions.